Watch it...

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 12:48:37 GMT

Ahhhh.....sweet sweet relief.....

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 05:12:15 GMT

You're a Boi Dyke!

You kick ass, dear. Serious, serious ass. You're
the type of girl who can change the timing belt
on my Camaro, have sex with me on the hood,
then do shots with me back at your place. Will
you marry me?

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Sat, 02 Jul 2005 04:42:57 GMT

Lenermernesterjener..mienermerferthingernistmlider..
but..
herminermenamersimer..
ok.
bye.:)

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 05:18:48 GMT

Pride was fun!
I fell down the stairs. that sucked.
but other than that. fun. bye.

i dont know why im doing this....

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 00:53:10 GMT

It's been so long since i've written in here...but...i'm going to today...becuz i've been inspired to.
how is everyone?? good i hope. Today Jen and i are gonna go to Viddi Bishlets birthday party..and that should be a good time...its beena while since i've seen vicki, and i hardley know joan..so...its probably for the best.
its hotter than hell in my house...becuz my living room is a box. and there is no ventilation...so my hair is probably gonna get messed up.u see my hair doesn't like humidity. and it freaks out, and that is bad news..i like it to stay right how i want it.its rebelious...what can i do
my sister is crazy.
my legs are hairy and i dont care.
pride is sunday. and im excited. but not really. i want to be excited. .
i keep finding little peices of hair on my body..cuz i cut my hair today..and they just attach themselves to me like little barnicles...fuckers.
im not sure how good of an update this is...but. . it is one.
overall i would say..im crappy...
i love her.
she's skared.
i don't know whut to do
maybe its not my choice.
i think im ruining everything.
:(
i want to see my mom. and i want a new kitten.and an air conditioner...ok.
bye.

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 18:45:37 GMT

hello.
i'm alive still.
things are great. *for the most part*
but even that part will get better soon.
so many things have happened i can't remember them all..maybe if i updated more often. i would.
oh well...what can you do.

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 10:36:31 GMT

well journal. i got all the way here..with a big fun update.
and lost all motivation.
maybe next time eh?
we'll see.

so yeah.

Mon, 31 May 2004 10:05:21 GMT

im bored.

i was going to go to sleep. but. its late/early..and i have to werk at 8am. might as well stay up.
o boyoboy. werk all day and nite. i need speed. fo sho.

latida.

Wed, 26 May 2004 06:24:05 GMT

if there is someone that you can't stop thinking about.post this exact sentence in your journal

Fri, 14 May 2004 05:54:53 GMT

Put me on the table
Make me say your name
If I can't remember
Then give me all your pain
I can sit and listen
Or I can make you scream
Kiss it and make it better
Just put your trust in me

Oh my God, go a little slower
Oh my God, what was that again
La da da, let me feel you baby
Let me in, 'cause I understand
Let me feel you baby
'Cause I understand

I understand all
Now climb my sugar walls
Problem solved it's dissolved
with the solvent known as spit
Lickity lick not so quick it's a
Slick ride make my mink slide
'Cause were all pink inside

This can be really easy
It doesn't have to be hard
Here baby let me show you
I'll have ya, climbing up the walls
You got all the problems
I think that I can solve
Why don't you come in here baby
Why don't we sit and talk

Wed, 12 May 2004 07:42:23 GMT

hello journal
its sarah...wednesday.may12th 2 36 am
i have returned from the desert. and my plane didn't crash. . kewlest thing ever tho...we were sailing in a cloud lake. no kidding. it was awesome. i wanted to kinda bounce on them...but. we all know that wouldn't happen..i would just fall thru. so i lost that thought and slept a little. till there was turbulence. i found myself. nervous aobut it. so i stayed up. and took piktures.
um. i had a fun fun time.
smoked the best weed ever. of my whole life...which means. whoA.
my friend leanne had her baby on mothers day...isn't that wonderful. girl. natalie. i went and visited them in the hospital. leanne loooked strung out. baby cried. i left.ha
my friend kimmie is funy becuz she gets jealous over the phone about thinngs. i laff at her . and tell her to shut up.
she doesn't like that.
i have roomate issues. they will fix im sure. like. my roomate will be non-existant. that will be good. finally.
i'm going to move from here by the end of the year. and i can't wait to decide where and then do it. mmmmmmmmmm. can't wait. i dream about it. it makes my heart beat fast.
um. i think that's all
life is back to normal.
work sleep work sleep work. drink smoke. sleep work sleep.
get it. lame. BANGBANG
im out.

Thu, 06 May 2004 10:42:33 GMT

goodbye. im going to the desert. or whutever.
yAy.
i hope my plane doesn't crash. but if it does. oh well
hopefully it will be on the way back.
:D
wasted.
i will be.
and hot.
ok bye.
leave a message after the stupid beep

BEEPBITCH!!!

well.

Tue, 04 May 2004 05:36:24 GMT

in 2 days.
i will be in LaS Vegas. icantfuckingwait.
annnd.i get to see mydave~~~yAy
BUT---im flying. alone. i've never flew-flown-flied. before. so im skrd.but
idontcaresomuch.
im gonna be wasted for days. yes. blackjack and free drinks. sunny. hot. mmm.
yay.

Sat, 01 May 2004 03:33:04 GMT

oh my god. i am so bored. with today. and yesterday ..and stupid indiana life in general.
so im thinking about it..and whut i decided is something that i've always known...i hate it here...there is so nothing here.nothing. nothing. nothing motivates me . nothing is interesting.
all of my friends are scattered about the country..they left me here. in the stupid corn. and the friends i do have here. .i don't know what they're doing. or how they are. or what becuz we always lose touch...orr they aren't really my friend at all..and only use me to make themselves feel better.
I want something more.
I want to walk down the street and see cars driving by...i want to hear people honking thier horns. .becuz the person in front of them isn't fast enuf. I want to hear loud musik coming from my neighbors apartment. I want to climb a mountain that's right down the street...or go to the beach..and it not be trashed with dead stupid fish lying around. I want to meet people with a mind...with something interesting to say. . I want there to be something to do everyday. so that if i decide that day i want to go somewhere...there's somewhere worth going to.
I feel like there's nothing worth doing here. i've seen it all done it all. lame.
My spirit is suffocating. i need to breathe.
I'm going to leave this place. for good. but i'm not just going to throw all of my shit in the dumpster and hop on a bus this time. . apparently that doesn't work. so i will plan.
first i have to decide where i want to go.
and then . i will go.
I can't be here anymore.
I would rather die. than spend the rest of my life in this horrible place. My insides are screaming...and my heart..is heavy. fuck that.
I'm a bright sunshine girl..and i need to find my sunshine place.

x-posted.o well..

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 23:10:02 GMT

so. i cut and dyed my hair...and this is whut happened...

that is all....*goodbye*
ok so i have a little dye on my ear.mmmyeah..it'll fade.ha

please. can we go here?

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 06:20:12 GMT

it looks like it would be my favorite place.

that is all.

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 08:25:05 GMT

stupid piktures.

ok piktures..

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 06:52:01 GMT

so i went to see my nephews and sisters a million days ago..and took lots of fun piktures...im gonna show u some..but am way to lazy to show u them all.
readyyy...go...

ok ok...this is Gavin. he's 5
..and apparently thirsty...

this is Gavin again...and other nephew Layne..he's 2(ithink)

this is my little sister. CAITLIN..

she's hungry..but not as hungry as i was..i was gonna eat her head. . see

she has the best nails ever tho...

i love love love them...too bad if i got my nails done like that it would never last ...stupid werk.

sooo my nephew took the camera..cuz he's 5 and a photo genious...ha. this is whut we got...not too bad..but i hid.

then layne hid...

i dunno i was pointing at him??

this is my sister jessie...i found out that her boss is my friend from werks husband...werd. small world..anyways..tadaaa

and this is random...but this guy gets to be my hero for the day becuz he's wearing an I <3 RANCH pin!!! ineedone!!

that is all about that.
i think that the wind is going to blow my house down..its huffing and puffing like whoAA.
i hated work today..this boy turned around real fast and burnt me with a hot hot spatula..:(
oh well.
2 days till new york.
fun
oh oh oh
there was a guy lying in my apartment complex hallway when i came in from werk...i didn't know whut was going on..like if he was dead..or whuut..so i called 911.haha. i didn't know whut else to do..turns out he was drunk and had warrants so they took him to jail:/
jail sucks.
poor guy shouldn't have passed out THERE of all places...little girls like me get creeeped out.

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 10:25:27 GMT

well. i really have so many piktures that i'd like to post.
but im lazy distracted girl...so im not posting them At ThiS TimE.

things are fabulous.
i got a new job at chilis..in the morning time..so iguess i'll just be tired forever..:(
and. i miss my friend Kimmie who moved to Florida...she's the best.I'll have to go visit her.soon.
i also get to go to Sunny Las Vegas Nevada soon...like in 2 weeks im so excited about that. and then when i get there Dave and i are going to San Diego California. He has to go there for court becuz he was bad and squealed his tires..got pulled over.was drinking. jail:(jail is sad..but yAy for San Diego!!

things with kim have been good..the wierdness is fading. and im so so happy about it.:) i hear birds right now ..which means its daytime, I have orientation in 3 and a half hours.uh oh.

I'm going to New York soon. im nervous. but yAy.

um. this is dumb.
oh well.
the end.

o0oh sleep...take me away.

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 05:39:12 GMT

hello journal.
it's been a while i know.
life has been fast paced lately...
my thoughts are new and different.
sometimes i dont understand them...mostly i don't try.
sometimes i laugh..some i want to cry.

i guess life is normal.
aside from the spinning spiral
the spiral of thoughts running thru my head..
as i sit awake...happily mislead..
instead of sleeping...sleeping in MY bed.

i got a second job...to occupy my time.
i hate getting up early.
but i guess its ok...
i don't have to do it everyday.

my friend leanne is having a girl
she's bringing a baby into the world
i saw all the clothes...
pink --purple..you know how it goes.
she's excited and so am i...
i just hope she doesnt go crazy when the little baby cries..
ha.

im rhyming..becuz its fun.
rhymings number one.
besides.
my thoughts
are
poetry and rhymes.
all the time.

that is all.
goodbye

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 06:42:13 GMT

I am so confused.
about love.
there is a girl. that i love.
and i have loved her for what seems like always.
and we laugh and we talk ..and we love.
and i think about her every day...
since her.
there has been no one...
no one that compares..no one who i've loved with everything that is me..
i have been down today..
because i think our love has faded away..
i think her heart has gone astray..
away.
from me at least...
and i've thought about it lately.
and i don't know why.
and i don't understand...
i thought it was over...
i never knew i'd be sad..
about her.again.
it's because she touched me..
she touched me like she loved me...
and that makes me sad...

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 01:31:44 GMT

i don't feel well.
:(:(
but i had a good day today.
now i must clean my messy living space, and change my cat's litter
speaking of...I hate so much...cleaning the stupid litter box, I want one of those litter maids, they clean themselves!!!!!fabulous.

i think I am going to the march in DC on April 25th with jEn...that would be wonderful@!!!
i hope i can afford it.
i just need a ticket.
yes.

ok cleaning.
byebye*

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 10:56:11 GMT

i don't know who cares. but. these are old...i found them. and. well.
i think they are funny...
my hair is different in them all.*suprise*

brown.

blonde

RED!!!!

stupid shaved head.ha!

green??i don't even like green much...

anyways.
im amused...guess it doesn't take much.

thought for now...
i love serenity. even tho she's a walking accident. she's fantastic!! greatfriend.

also, I went to Leanne's house today to visit her and she got a new DOG and it's SO SO little ...like a little tiny kitten. awwweee it was so kute and it yellped..i got to hold it, then it peed.go figure.

I think i slept like a pretzel last nite. becuz o my i hurt when i woke...but then i took alieve, and it relieved me.
i put pink in my hair.
ummm.
i need to go food shopping...and go second job hunting
WEDNESDAY!
i also need to do the dishes..and give my kitty a bath, but i can't bathe him alone, he's skared, and he will scratch the shit out of me..so i think i will invite a friend.probably serenity..haha..she's dumb..she would do it.
i would also like to hear from, hang out with, then make out with Jess.
that is all.

im sleeepy.

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 09:13:00 GMT

well. i was bored. as i usually am on sunday. after stupid work.
speaking of work, I think I work at the busiest applebees ever.
we are always busy. every day all the time. ick. people are hungry a lot i guess.
so anyways.
i took stupid piktures.

this is my kute neo-pet, he needs a name...

i love him..he's the kutest!!!
that is all.

i am so sleepy.
i need a cuddle friend today...but. i don't have one available..sadness...
o well.
byebye.

today

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 09:24:14 GMT

Well journal,
I think today was the most worthless day of my life. I went to sleep this morning at 6 30am., woke up at 9pm, I was like hello nitetime..where'd the sunshine go?!?Now it is 3am and i am never going to be able to sleep...till morning, I hate that. i need some weed, that would help me sleep.yeah.

last nite i had a party at my apartment,my friends stacie and marco are moving away, so We were saying bye to them...:(they are my favorites, I will miss them. and that was fun fun, I got wasted, and so did everyone else..some girl spilled wine on my carpet and on her boobs, and that was funny...and people think my cats a girl becuz i make him wear a fancy red sparkley necklace....but he loves it...

I have to go back to werk tomorrow, and that sucks. I really am starting to hate my job. New Job time.for sure.

this is pure hotness...

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