July 6th, 2005

Time: 05:44 am Current Mood: refreshed

Ahhhh.....sweet sweet relief.....

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July 2nd, 2005

Time: 12:16 am

You're a Boi Dyke! You kick ass, dear. Serious, serious ass. You're the type of girl who can change the timing belt on my Camaro, have sex with me on the hood, then do shots with me back at your place. Will you marry me? Which Lesbian Stereotype Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

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July 1st, 2005

Time: 11:46 pm

Lenermernesterjener..mienermerferthingernistmlider.. but.. herminermenamersimer.. ok. bye.:)

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June 28th, 2005

Time: 12:22 am Current Mood: hot

Pride was fun! I fell down the stairs. that sucked. but other than that. fun. bye.

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June 24th, 2005

Current Music: nothing. Subject: i dont know why im doing this.... Time: 07:42 pm Current Mood: crappy

It's been so long since i've written in here...but...i'm going to today...becuz i've been inspired to. how is everyone?? good i hope. Today Jen and i are gonna go to Viddi Bishlets birthday party..and that should be a good time...its beena while since i've seen vicki, and i hardley know joan..so...its probably for the best. its hotter than hell in my house...becuz my living room is a box. and there is no ventilation...so my hair is probably gonna get messed up.u see my hair doesn't like humidity. and it freaks out, and that is bad news..i like it to stay right how i want it.its rebelious...what can i do my sister is crazy. my legs are hairy and i dont care. pride is sunday. and im excited. but not really. i want to be excited. . i keep finding little peices of hair on my body..cuz i cut my hair today..and they just attach themselves to me like little barnicles...fuckers. im not sure how good of an update this is...but. . it is one. overall i would say..im crappy... i love her. she's skared. i don't know whut to do maybe its not my choice. i think im ruining everything. :( i want to see my mom. and i want a new kitten.and an air conditioner...ok. bye.

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July 15th, 2004

Current Music: bubblesbubblesbubbles Time: 01:46 pm Current Mood: mischievous

hello. i'm alive still. things are great. *for the most part* but even that part will get better soon. so many things have happened i can't remember them all..maybe if i updated more often. i would. oh well...what can you do.

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June 21st, 2004

Time: 05:37 am

well journal. i got all the way here..with a big fun update. and lost all motivation. maybe next time eh? we'll see.

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May 31st, 2004

Subject: so yeah. Time: 05:07 am

im bored. i was going to go to sleep. but. its late/early..and i have to werk at 8am. might as well stay up. o boyoboy. werk all day and nite. i need speed. fo sho.

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May 26th, 2004

Subject: latida. Time: 01:22 am

if there is someone that you can't stop thinking about.post this exact sentence in your journal

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May 14th, 2004

Current Music: mmmomygod Time: 12:53 am Current Mood: dirty

Put me on the table Make me say your name If I can't remember Then give me all your pain I can sit and listen Or I can make you scream Kiss it and make it better Just put your trust in me Oh my God, go a little slower Oh my God, what was that again La da da, let me feel you baby Let me in, 'cause I understand Let me feel you baby 'Cause I understand I understand all Now climb my sugar walls Problem solved it's dissolved with the solvent known as spit Lickity lick not so quick it's a Slick ride make my mink slide 'Cause were all pink inside This can be really easy It doesn't have to be hard Here baby let me show you I'll have ya, climbing up the walls You got all the problems I think that I can solve Why don't you come in here baby Why don't we sit and talk

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May 12th, 2004

Current Music: quixotic is a nice word. i should learn how to use it. Time: 02:33 am Current Mood: quixotic

hello journal its sarah...wednesday.may12th 2 36 am i have returned from the desert. and my plane didn't crash. . kewlest thing ever tho...we were sailing in a cloud lake. no kidding. it was awesome. i wanted to kinda bounce on them...but. we all know that wouldn't happen..i would just fall thru. so i lost that thought and slept a little. till there was turbulence. i found myself. nervous aobut it. so i stayed up. and took piktures. um. i had a fun fun time. smoked the best weed ever. of my whole life...which means. whoA. my friend leanne had her baby on mothers day...isn't that wonderful. girl. natalie. i went and visited them in the hospital. leanne loooked strung out. baby cried. i left.ha my friend kimmie is funy becuz she gets jealous over the phone about thinngs. i laff at her . and tell her to shut up. she doesn't like that. i have roomate issues. they will fix im sure. like. my roomate will be non-existant. that will be good. finally. i'm going to move from here by the end of the year. and i can't wait to decide where and then do it. mmmmmmmmmm. can't wait. i dream about it. it makes my heart beat fast. um. i think that's all life is back to normal. work sleep work sleep work. drink smoke. sleep work sleep. get it. lame. BANGBANG im out.

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May 6th, 2004

Time: 05:41 am

goodbye. im going to the desert. or whutever. yAy. i hope my plane doesn't crash. but if it does. oh well hopefully it will be on the way back. :D wasted. i will be. and hot. ok bye. leave a message after the stupid beep BEEPBITCH!!!

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May 4th, 2004

Subject: well. Time: 12:35 am

in 2 days. i will be in LaS Vegas. icantfuckingwait. annnd.i get to see mydave~~~yAy BUT---im flying. alone. i've never flew-flown-flied. before. so im skrd.but idontcaresomuch. im gonna be wasted for days. yes. blackjack and free drinks. sunny. hot. mmm. yay.

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April 30th, 2004

Time: 10:22 pm Current Mood: anxious

oh my god. i am so bored. with today. and yesterday ..and stupid indiana life in general. so im thinking about it..and whut i decided is something that i've always known...i hate it here...there is so nothing here.nothing. nothing. nothing motivates me . nothing is interesting. all of my friends are scattered about the country..they left me here. in the stupid corn. and the friends i do have here. .i don't know what they're doing. or how they are. or what becuz we always lose touch...orr they aren't really my friend at all..and only use me to make themselves feel better. I want something more. I want to walk down the street and see cars driving by...i want to hear people honking thier horns. .becuz the person in front of them isn't fast enuf. I want to hear loud musik coming from my neighbors apartment. I want to climb a mountain that's right down the street...or go to the beach..and it not be trashed with dead stupid fish lying around. I want to meet people with a mind...with something interesting to say. . I want there to be something to do everyday. so that if i decide that day i want to go somewhere...there's somewhere worth going to. I feel like there's nothing worth doing here. i've seen it all done it all. lame. My spirit is suffocating. i need to breathe. I'm going to leave this place. for good. but i'm not just going to throw all of my shit in the dumpster and hop on a bus this time. . apparently that doesn't work. so i will plan. first i have to decide where i want to go. and then . i will go. I can't be here anymore. I would rather die. than spend the rest of my life in this horrible place. My insides are screaming...and my heart..is heavy. fuck that. I'm a bright sunshine girl..and i need to find my sunshine place.

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April 29th, 2004

Current Music: powerman5000....are YOU ready to go.!? Subject: x-posted.o well.. Time: 06:10 pm Current Mood: chipper

so. i cut and dyed my hair...and this is whut happened... ( Read more... ) ok so i have a little dye on my ear.mmmyeah..it'll fade.ha

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April 28th, 2004

Subject: please. can we go here? Time: 01:19 am

it looks like it would be my favorite place. that is all.

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April 24th, 2004

Current Music: tv. and kim and girl. Time: 03:21 am Current Mood: drained

stupid piktures.

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April 19th, 2004

Current Music: wind blowing my house down.. Subject: ok piktures.. Time: 01:45 am Current Mood: happy

so i went to see my nephews and sisters a million days ago..and took lots of fun piktures...im gonna show u some..but am way to lazy to show u them all. readyyy...go... ( Read more... )

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April 18th, 2004

Current Music: birds. and DJ polywog..which is my new favorite:) Time: 05:14 am Current Mood: high

well. i really have so many piktures that i'd like to post. but im lazy distracted girl...so im not posting them At ThiS TimE. things are fabulous. i got a new job at chilis..in the morning time..so iguess i'll just be tired forever..:( and. i miss my friend Kimmie who moved to Florida...she's the best.I'll have to go visit her.soon. i also get to go to Sunny Las Vegas Nevada soon...like in 2 weeks im so excited about that. and then when i get there Dave and i are going to San Diego California. He has to go there for court becuz he was bad and squealed his tires..got pulled over.was drinking. jail:(jail is sad..but yAy for San Diego!! things with kim have been good..the wierdness is fading. and im so so happy about it.:) i hear birds right now ..which means its daytime, I have orientation in 3 and a half hours.uh oh. I'm going to New York soon. im nervous. but yAy. um. this is dumb. oh well. the end.

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April 10th, 2004

Subject: o0oh sleep...take me away. Time: 12:19 am

hello journal. it's been a while i know. life has been fast paced lately... my thoughts are new and different. sometimes i dont understand them...mostly i don't try. sometimes i laugh..some i want to cry. i guess life is normal. aside from the spinning spiral the spiral of thoughts running thru my head.. as i sit awake...happily mislead.. instead of sleeping...sleeping in MY bed. i got a second job...to occupy my time. i hate getting up early. but i guess its ok... i don't have to do it everyday. my friend leanne is having a girl she's bringing a baby into the world i saw all the clothes... pink --purple..you know how it goes. she's excited and so am i... i just hope she doesnt go crazy when the little baby cries.. ha. im rhyming..becuz its fun. rhymings number one. besides. my thoughts are poetry and rhymes. all the time. that is all. goodbye

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